Scream

How long can one stand facing the cold hard wind that blows your mind and soul away? How much more can a fragile body take before breaking into pieces? How loud do I have to scream to be heard? How much can one shed of love and sweat and tears? How long am I to stand to give the illusion of steel? How much longer is this insanity to last ? It’s not fall anymore but these leaves keep falling as gently as tears leave the heart

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is high. You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love. Having your own life is very important for you... Even more important than having a relationship.

The Five Variable Love Test

Last week I headed to Miami for spring break with Cixousianpanic. I don't even need to mention how amazing this city is because anyone who has been to Miami can tell you how exciting it is. On our first morning we headed to south beach not realizing that it was a sunless Miami and the weather was all cloudy so needless to say neither of us got a tan that day, but after checking out the forecast (which turned out to be wrong) we decided to spend some time shopping and head to south beach later on that week. I nearly went bankrupt with my shopping extravaganza but it was definitely worth it. Cocowalk was one of the places we went to see, there you can sit down relax and have delicious dinner at Blice enjoy the Italian food, listen to heavenly music and stroll around the shops at Coconut groove. The next day we headed down to this Mediterranean restaurant which had the most amazing Kubbah I have ever had in this country. The whole point of this trip was to see Nancy 3ajram in concert, I’m not a die hard Nancy fan but if anyone is that's Cixousianpanic. She adores her and the concert was amazing despite the fact that we had a bunch of perverts spoil it for us; as we were sitting outside endlessly waiting for a cab, some random car pulls up refusing to leave despite the fact we told him to; it’s as though he doesn't understand what ‘leave us the hell alone’ means but luckily within minutes we found a cab and finally arrived at our hotel . By the time we got to our room it was already 3 am Cixousianpanic went right to bed while I started packing for my flight which was to leave the next morning; I'm not a morning person so I had no intentions of getting up early to pack. I had a non direct flight which I tried changing with delta, I even went to another airline to change my ticket explaining to the representative that I wanted a direct flight from Miami to Boston, after searching around for nearly 25 minutes he tells me that he found a flight, as I was handing him my credit card to pay for changes I asked him for details of the flight, it turns out he was giving me a non direct flight! Apparently this airline doesn’t do direct flights and I have no idea why this idiot was even trying to change my ticket in the first place; I had no choice but to leave with delta. I finally made it back home, I was so exhausted that I just crashed right into bed hoping to not see daylight anytime soon. Despite the horrible return, the trip was worth it and I’d go back in a heartbeat. Miami is definitely one of those cities you want to check out, it’s simply amazing.